I used to be super skinny and restricted myself from everything I loved to eat for two years. Now food is a huge problem for me, and I can binge up to 5000 calories in one sitting.
I am sharing very personal things but I want people to know what it’s like and how it’s ruining my life.
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December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
I feel the same way
I feel the same way
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
oh hunny.
i …
oh hunny.
i understand, well i do and i dont because i binge but i get super fat ^^
i was really touched watching this video, i can identify with the many struggles you have.
im starting a dieting vlog soon on my channel, i hope you check me out and we can give each other support.
i think you’re gorgeous, i’d give any biscuit to look like you hun
just stay stong! you can do it!
lots of love from a fellow asian binge eater
xxx
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
Hey, just be vein …
Hey, just be vein and tell yourself or Visualize yourself in your head that your thin… u can have a successful diet(life change to the better) It’s all in your head.. Intellect over Brute =D.. The pen is mightier than the sword.. it really works -.- thrust me!!!! try IT!!!! it’s all in your head.. stay vein and you`ll succeed!
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
Thank you so much …
Thank you so much for sharing that. I’m really sorry for what you are going through. But yeah, I agree with the comment below. Not that you haven’t necessarily already done this, but maybe some soul searching is in order. I think there is a saying that goes something like: “It’s not what you’re eating, but what’s eating you” I just subscribed. Pls keep us posted. Good luck!
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
SRSLY? in a persons …
SRSLY? in a persons time of need you come through with that bullshit. if this were true, she wouldnt be in this mess in the first place.
and its one thing to spread ur faith, but being so aggresive, im sure thats not in the bible.
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
SRSLY? in a persons …
SRSLY? in a persons time of need you come through with that bullshit. if this were true, she wouldnt be in this mess in the first place.
and its one thing to spread ur faith, but being so aggresive, im sure thats not in the bible.
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
Ur trying to fill …
Ur trying to fill somethingt ahts missing in your life, you may be depressed, u eat because you arent happy I think…
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
Thats exactly like …
Thats exactly like me but I purge after, EXACTLY the same!!!I just cant leave it there because im so self conscious and dont want to gain weight. Ice had bulimia for 5 years now…
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
I know exactly how …
I know exactly how you feel!
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
as i said all you …
as i said all you have to do is give your life to the lord and let him do the rest dont do things by yourself because they wont be succesful and if they are successful as you think it will turn out bad so you know its your choice to listen to what im saying or live your own life you know so the choice is yours
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
i understand …
i understand exactly what you’re talking about. i am a soph in college and i’m going through the same thing, it SUCKS.
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
listen what i have …
listen what i have to say i think i know how you could resolve the problem many americans or other kind of people dont pay attention that we grow we do things and like time passes until what????…….. death??? someone??? or what well i have found my way of waiting or a reason and this is it the only way which is my opinion is believing in god you have to get saved and bel;ieve in him yes you will go throught struggles but they will pass and god will turn your whole life around all you have
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
This is exactly …
This is exactly what im experiencing right now, I used to be a health freak and became so anorexic, and now i found myself Binge eating its been like 4 months… I cant tell my parents or like anybody cause im still thin “they say”, Im afraid they wont believe me and just laugh, im so depress now i dont know what to do. This is the sadest christmas holiday ever
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
I know exactly how …
I know exactly how you feel. I have stuggled with addictions and obsessions from food, exercise, alchol, ect. since I was 12. From being obese to anorexic and deeply depressed to scared I would lose my happiness (being skinny). I wished for the longest time that I could find someone to share my struggles with. But I am finally OK now and I wish you the best of luck! It is possible to overcome this!!
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
wow, we are the …
wow, we are the same person! please message me or something so we can talk. i have been struggling greatly with binge eating for about the past year now, and before that i was just like you where i was so underweight because i was so restricted and healthy. i hate how i am now and i feel like i have lost so much control, i think if we talk we could really use each other as support!
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
I binge a lot. Im …
I binge a lot. Im trying to be healthier though. If its any consolation your face looks better, maybe its the layers in the haircut, but still. Anyway I think you should try concentrating on your studies more that this, I know its hards, but try at least. Its also nice to know there are other out there like me.
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
omg! i am in the …
omg! i am in the exact same position as you are. how are you doing now? i know how you feel. message me.
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
Hey
you should …
Hey
you should try to read Geneen Roth’s books, she has really helped me. I swear, our stories are identical. Swings into binges are a normal post-anorexia phase, you are normal, beautiful, eating more and more will not help you. This is something that is hard to realize. You just gotta try to feel whatever you’re feeling, don’t stuff it down. Just feel it.
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
I totally want to …
I totally want to be a nutritionist for people like you. Sometimes I feel like this too though. Like I don’t know when I’m full, I just eat and eat and eat. Just know people care. It’ll get better.
hearts.
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
Im in a similair …
Im in a similair boat, since going away to school all I eat is fast food. Im atleast 10 pounds heavier then when I moved, my acne is worse& I dont have the desire to do much else. My daily schedule is normally go to school, eat, nap, eat, work, eat& then bed again. But after watching these videos I want to go run on the tred mill. It’s nice to see someone I can relate to& I admire your open-ness& wish I wouldve been there to push u thru ur struggle, make u run with me
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
hmmm it’s amazing …
hmmm it’s amazing how much i understand you….i hope you feel better now….i know that each day is a strugle to eat normal
hugs
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
I recently ordered …
I recently ordered this book among many others. Binge eating is nothing I’d wish on anyone. There are so many people who tell you to stop if you know how badly you’re hurting yourself, but if you truly have a BED it’s not that simple. I’ve lost track of the days I’ve told myself “today will be a new day, a good day, I’m in control”. I’m depressed, emotional, stressed out, and I’ve finally entered myself into an eating disorder clinic. This isn’t something I can do to myself anymore.
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
I have a really …
I have a really similar problem, and it really helps hearing someone talk about it. the thing with me though is that it builds into a week of almost nonstop binging where i’m like this, then a week of normal eating, then my for about a week i drop to about 200 calories a day or fast and don’t eat at all. the binging is the worst thing, it makes me physically sick too, and hate myself, but all i can do to get rid of those feelings is eat. it sucks.
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
that’s soo sad. …
that’s soo sad. thanks for being so honest! I didnt know people went thru things like this. you’re so beautiful and I hope you don’t feel bad about your looks. Just go out with your friends more and try to connect with ur body. dont listen to what ur brain says. I hope you get better and have a great college life!
December 31st, 2008 at 8:56 pm
wow i have a lot of …
wow i have a lot of respect for you.. you’re still completely beautiful though. i hope you helped yourself get better.