A video by which to remember my struggles, and celebrate my recovery.
MUSIC:
First song: “The Noose” - A Perfect Circle
Second song: “Flawz” - Caitlin Crosby
Read the blogs at: http://disorderedtruth.blogspot.com/
Duration : 0:6:24
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December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
wow
well done for …
wow
well done for getting better, you look gorgeous in those pics =) so happy and cheery!
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
sexy
sexy
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
really touching!
really touching!
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
3:23 thats the …
3:23 thats the picture i need to show to friend so she can stop being anorexic and start being healthy like you thnx soooo much!
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
You are so …
You are so beautiful!
(:
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
im so proud of how …
im so proud of how far u hav come. i know how hard it is. i was there once too. u have such a beautiful smile and a true radience that exudes pure joy never let anyone take that away
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
i made this fake …
i made this fake account with a different name so i could make this message annonimasly. i have started throwing up my food the last few months, i am getting sicker and sicker and noone takes it seriously, it is all a joke to them, i ant to stop, but it is an addiction , thanky ou for this suport
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
omg .. this is so …
omg .. this is so cute
seriously .. it touched me
what a motivation ..
Thanxx ! and i am glad
that u’ve recovered ..
<3
Keep it up
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
Those pictures of …
Those pictures of you being skinny just made me feel worse
I don’t care if I am messed up at least im going to be skinny
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
it shows not matter …
it shows not matter how hard life is things can turn around great vid gives hope to everyone it touches! Thank you god bless
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
curves are …
no reason to want to be skinny you are beautiful the way you are!! :O you look so much healthier now! 
curves are beautiful
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
You look happy, and …
You look happy, and I’m glad you aree.
Well done ;D
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
I hope that you are …
I hope that you are staying strong in your recovery; congratulations on being brave enough to reach for it! It’s a long and difficult journey, but not an impossible one to trek. Thank you sincerely for the comment. <3
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
Thank you very much …
Thank you very much. <3
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
I am sorry to hear …
I am sorry to hear that you, too, are struggling. I hope you find the help that you need before it has a chance to control you. <3
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
Thank you for the …
Thank you for the kindhearted comment. Recovery IS possible, and I wish you all the best in finding the strength to reach for and maintain it for yourself <3
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
you were to skinny
you were to skinny
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
Amazing video…so …
Amazing video…so truthful but hopeful at the same time.
The biggest difference I notice is how much happier you look in recovery–you have life in your eyes.
You give me hope that recovery is possible…and worth it.
Thank you for sharing this. <3
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
wow your look so …
wow your look so much better now.I’m strggling a bit with eating. I was avarage wieght i september and ive lost 2 stone. I’m just underwieght now. this videos helped me. I’m trying to fight. thx.
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
beautiful

made …
beautiful
made me cry
congrats <3
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
I’m so touched by …
I’m so touched by it…I’ve had Anorexia since 15 months ago, and was so close to death. Lucky for all I’m now in recovery and I just want to tell you that I found much strength after watching this video.Though typing these words from China, I think we would share the same feeling when fighting this battle, no matter how much our background differ.
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
well i had been …
well i had been doing some better even tried work again but only lasted less than a week i will beat this ! it all started after my fiance passed.
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
Kiminacloud I can …
Kiminacloud I can sympathize and empathize with you. My Mother passed away from Anorexia. My Sister had Anorexia at one time also. I once went 48 hours without eating and almost had to call an Ambulance and was close to fainting myself. I pray for your recovery. If you ever need to talk I’m here for you. God Bless, Tina M.
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
i hope you did tell …
i hope you did tell your dr it was so hard for me i hid it well with baggy clothes the & all of the lies & excuses too. i am in recovery please take care as i ended up in the icu in march & almost died when i fainted at work.
god bless
kim
December 12th, 2009 at 7:32 pm
thankyou so very …
thankyou so very much (((hugs)) i am fightig it but at times it is as you know so d— hard it was trauma for me i was never overweight i lost all control in my life after my fiance passed of cancer last yr . i my whole world left me except for the cotrol i could have only & then it started .
god bless
kim